I start a week off tomorrow. We have Rebecca's fortnightly doctors appointment tomorrow and then on Saturday we have to go to the hospital for a full day to go on a tour where they show us all around the hospital and what procedures are followed on arrival ect.
With only about 8 weeks to go now its getting very close, Rebecca continues to tell me she is not ready and I continue to say not much we can do about it now. She is having plenty of moments of self doubt like will I be a good mother, how will this affect our relationship, will I be able to cope, and I tell her yes it will al be ok and why worry yourself about it now when you don't know any of the answers. Yes Rebecca and I are creatures of habit and we will have to change this to suit baby peanut but that's life I say, Rebecca says how can you be so calm about all this its easy until peanut arrives there is nothing to worry about.